annoyed

at this point, i really don't know what to feel. just the feeling i will explode in 5 to 10 seconds, burst this or these emotions stored in my heart. i'm hurt in the words he uttered, though i'm not sure if its pertaining to me. Waah, i can't help but to think of it! why is it that way? for the past days i proudly spoke to my friends that i'm happy then the moment i read that f&^*%$# whatever, i can't control myself to release this jerk. Dont worry i won't bother you anymore, from now on!